myspace is lame...seriously...noone on there talks to me anymore its frustrating...its like i have all those friends n 0 of them talk to me...i might delete it im not sure

so school is getting better...YOSHHHHHHH i have a crush or a few..well not really a crush but something worth talking about everyday
this one kid named matsuo...hes like all kinda of adorable..but meine homie brooke things hes a lil gey....im like NOOO not possible..but when u notice things its like mebbe he could be..noo yes mmmmmno...yeaaaaaa T_T
then nao hes this random asian kid i see like every tuesday and thursday seriously!
i always see him...its like HEYYYYYY...weird lmao but hes hawt.......
then this random kid who is friends with meine friend its no big...BUT I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE CAN BE THAT CUTE NOT GAY AND DO NAILS FOR A LIVING...makes no sense

im tired of being single T_T

SO THEY STARTED GOKUSEN3 AND LET ME TELL U IM EXCITED THEY NEED TO HURRY UP AND SUB THEM SO I CAN WATCH IT..im excited
and vampire knight anime greatnesss
ive been watching smiling pasta again its the best...

anyways im thinking of getting my tat soon..my first tat is gonna be of toki doki on my collarbones..but with some more designs so it flows together..im not sure of what kind of design though...
im pretty stoked...
and im thinking of getting a smilie piercing..and then wait a few more year then get my top and bottom belly pierced
im effin stoked

iz all i gots atm

ohhh i still need to work on my japanese.lmaooo ive been putting it off for a while and havent been doing nething..so its getting bad T_T
neways
ciao

mi ideas about the tats i want/am getting



wings on my back
but i think i might wanna change the colors



on my left wrist in white



adios &ciao ciao!!!!!!!!!!!!! have one on each side under my collor bone or around that general area



on both sides of my hips...and change the colors too lot less pink lol

and atm thats all i want

hahaha i freaking love this mucho!

i wanna see this
nuff said

i totally finished kamen rider den-0
and im sad that i finished it
but i must say i freaking loved it...it was amazing PERIODDDDDDDD
ima buy it as soon as i get money

i started school its ok..nothing to boast about i guess its just like ehh i gotta get up earl on monday nd wednesday and im home late on tuesdays and thursdays
the ppl are interesting i guess
but all in all its kinda boring right now
and ive jsut started and i already have homework what kind of gey crap is that right??
neways
so alot has been going on..i think my mom kinda talked me out of going to geogria souther..
and well its not like she talked me out of it..its more like reminding me how im not gonna be able to get to that school neways.........
so its like now i have to find a new college to go to when i transfer...mebbe uno or buenavista im now sure yet...but yeah

ya know i really hate it here because im so lonely but i think if i were newhere else right now i would be even more lost and lonely...
this feeling kinda sucks

when i get paid im totallllly buying these clothes why cuz i wannnnnnnaaaa




omgah isnt that cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^





whatcha think??interesting bright yeah i know i loveeeeeeee it
im back in my cyber goth phaseeee

i love him....
im obsessed with his hair..i want his hair lmao
i love his makeup its hawttt


AMAAAAAAAAAAAAAZINGGG
Hi no Hikari sae Todokanai Kono Basho de [pv]
this is the shiiiiiiii kthnx



Subarashiki kana, Kono Sekai -WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD
yeah i fuggen love him

i reallly really like this song...lol
well i really really like this band as well but neways

so ive realized lately that my hatred for women has grown....ALOT
like seriously i hate all women who arent already in my life
seriously..
i love my best friend and her family..i love my family..and i love the girls that are in my life(mainly cuz i dont see them are girls or i liked them before i started hatine women)
but seriously when i go somewhere chicks stare at me..talk shit about the way im dressed or how my hair looks and it makes me hostile
seriously girls make me wanna hurt someone lmaoooooooo

but on a lighter note
i start school in like 2 weeks im friggin excited about that!!!
i still havent gotten my books though lmao but oh well..
im one step closer to going to georgia and be wif me bestie...
its funny my hole life ive never followed neone..NEVER
ive always had people follow me..and everyone knows it..
for the first time in my life i actually wanna follow someone..and by gawd its actually a good thing that im doing it too...people are hassiling me about it...
it pisses me off...but in the end i know that no matter how much shit people give me for doing it..ima do it anyways and my outcome is gonna be the best..always is...

ciao

so i just spent the last idk 4 hours putting NEW music on my ipod i got tired of the songs ontheir so i put new music on it...ive got the biggest headache just lookin at the friggin screen and i didnt even make a dint in the amount of music
cuz i took EVERYTHING off just to put new music on it
lmao
stuuuuuuuuuuupid

so ive been watching d.gray man recently and i must say i realllllly love ittt
its interesting....

im really stoked to hear this song fully!!
a preview for their new song
"Guren"

i also saw aaaa thing for something called "GemCerey"
its pretty bada$$ look at ruki's eyes there hella cool!!


p.s this made my day lol!

omgah
OMGAH
OMGAHHHHHHHHHH
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
pervs

i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa seeeee this movieeee
its gonna be friggin badassssssssssssssss

allissa made that it was super cute and a greaaaaaaaaaaaat song
notice how she put in that jrock band lmaooooshes sucha dork lmao

lol..
so i stayed up all night long talking to brittany...let me tell u im feeling it right now!!!im so tired but i cant sleep because i have to go to my aunts house cuz their cooking for me...and my aunts birthday is today how lucky do i get huh...
there house is kinda boring because there is nothing there to do....my house is the shizzzzzzzzzzzzzzit thats all im saying!!!

so my dad brought me home these sat books right and ones like 349057369045745 pages long \(O_o)/ i was scared but wheni looked at it all the answers were in the with the work...IMA CHEATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT LMAOOOOO...j/k but yeah

so ima start school soon this time im serious because im moving to ga in the summer..im sooo stoked for this but im like ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ive never lived with britt just us its gonna be new..there arent gonna be parents around us...THATS BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD im excited lol!!!

my parents bought me this thing..its like just like rosetta stone but idk jsut different name i guess but neways..they bought it for me to help with my japanese cuz im not taking a class yet so yeah..its friggin interesting....

soooooooooooo im thinking of cutting my hair..britt things it should be a lil longer so it dont look like leahs and im likea yeah thats true...plus no matter my hair cant be like hers theres way to much goin on with my hair for it to look like someone elses lmaooo




whatcha think..jsut cut off the long part....
theres a 99% chance i wont but hey still throwing it out there right???
yesurrrr
i really like the color though whatcha think??cool????im thinking of doing a few things with it...leave that color and out purple lights in it???
and lighten my hair like a ligh red brown and put mebbe dark red in it??whatcha think???noooo ok lmaoooooooooooooooooo





this man is hawttttttttttttttttttttt yesurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr







swoooooooooooooo♥♥♥


cya!!

^_^

OOOOOOOOOHKAY!!!!!
im gonna cut my hair soon...and i still havent decided if iwanna cut it like kanon or not so yeah






annnnnd if you have any clue who mii is from the band 7sins...yeah i looove his hair...




hikoooooooooooooooooooooo




i have no cluuuuue who this person is but her hair is mad cute









its still in question lol

yeaaaaahhhh babi im excited its october
and friggin halloween is almost here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont even know what i am going to do....
amd i gonna dress up???well nvm i am gonna dress up
DAMI i hope u get off so that way we can hang out the night before halloween and the night of halloween it would be amazing!!
the night before is the him concert
and well ima be lookin totally amazing!!!!!
straight visual kei look..im totally loving it...
ima wear a
+dir en grey shirt-with black and white arm warmers
+my lolita kisama visual kei hoodie
+tripp capri's
+black and white,and red and black striped socks..(red and black over white and black and then on the other leg its gonna be white and black over red and black)
+belts and lots of stuff with it!!(i cant wear chains though TT^TT) stuff hangin off...straps.. ^-^
and my tuck creepers
YEAHHHHHH ima take a picture of it..its totally cool!!!

neways
sooo today i went to this thing called vala's its like a pumpkin patch twist of octoberfest but not really
I LOOOOVE OCTOBER FEST!!!!
but neways when i first got there i was to tired to even realize where i was until i walked past this turkey leg stand and bout died..i was like 0_0 OMGAHHHHHHHH I WANT ONE!!
so when we left my dad bought 2 i was totally loving it FER REALS!!!neways
sooooooo yeah

oooo LMAO omgah..there were these two boys there they looked like the kaulitz brothers cept mebbe they were 14-16 around that age yeah
it was insane one had dread locks and everything the other one didnt have bills long hair but he still looked like him
BUT it was funny...me and tj could help but sing scream when we saw em'

yeaaaahhhh
zai jian

Ni hao^-^v!!!!!!
so last night i finished watching hana kimi japan..i loooovered it soo mucho!!!
it was good...it wasnt as funny as the other version but i loooved this one alot too!!



oooh yeah i dig it....LMAO but that blode dude totally stands out ALOT ALOT!!
but anyways

so i still need to cut my hair...but hopefully ima do that soon..i really really wanna cut it...its all ugly boring looking..its driving me INSANE!! LMAOOOO!!!!!

so you guys heard of that chick band exist trace..yeah there hawt shit!! i love em!!!


i mean i made lots of like WAAA for danger gang..cuz there badass 2 but this band IS STRAIGHT METALLL!!!I FRIGGIN LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE IT!!!!I GOTTT IT!!THEY REMIND ME OF KITTIE HELL YEAH!!

ooooooo and i thought i should just randomly throw this into my journal entry because ive read a few places about what people say n its complete bull

ABOUT WATARU OF 12012 GOING TO JAIL...SHUT THE HELL UP...AND STOP MAKING A BIGGER DEAL OUT OF IT THEN WHAT IT IS!!!ITS PROBABLY NOT THAT BAD....BUT YOU PEOPLE ARE MAKING IT SEEM LIKE THE WORLD IS GONNA END AND THERE BAND IS GONNA DISBAND BECAUSE OF IT!!!
YES IM TALKIN TO YOU DUMB FANGIRLS!!!
i agree with what crisy said about it..its the damn fangirls...
what happeend happened theres nothing u can do about it..and noone knows what really happened..so just drop it yeah???
thanks!

lets seee......OHHH HELL YEAH!!!my shoes came in..im friggin stoked about it!!!
meine tuk shoes HAWT SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTT
OMGAH those shoes are heavy though but i like em still....





alriiiight im done
Zài jiàn

so chinese is easier than japanese..but there still both pretty damn easy to learn i think...

OHHH YEAAAAAH fahrenheit...aaaaamazing!!!lol!!!


Chu Shen Ru Hua
Fahrenheit
Zhe shi wo di shi dai, you wo gei ni wei lai
Ru guo xiang bu xia lai, jiao ni gei wo zhu zai
Ni men zhe ge shi dai, shei ye bu neng tao kai
Kan wo chu shen ru hua, ye shi bei wo huo mai

Du guo liao na mo duo ren nai, hun shen duo bu zi zai
Zheng yi zai wo xie yi peng pai, ao chu huo hai
Mei yi ge shen ji shi huo cai, ling hun kuai yao bao kai
Hei an zhong ni bi xu deng dai, wo xing guo lai

Yi xie cong bu hui gan dao pi juan, zhi sheng yi xia zai yan qian
Leng bu xi xin zhong xiong xiong huo yan
Ye ai zhi cha yi chang lei dian, ai zhi cha yi ge shun jian
Man chen da zhen qi yi zai mo yan, wo zhun bei hao, yao shi jie kan jian

[Chorus]

Ni shuo, wei shen mo ai shi ge fan mian
Ni shuo, wei shen mo zhe li yue yue yuan
Ni shuo, wei shen mo yao wo zheng jiu shi jie
Ni shuo, wo yi jing bu neng ting xie
Ni shuo, wei shen mo yao wo bei fu zhe xie
Ni shuo, wei shen mo zhe mo nan shi xian
Ni shuo, wei shen mo fu xie yi xie
Wo shuo, wo yi jing bu neng ting xie

Gu ji zai zhao zhe zhong zhan kai, wo cong hun dun xing lai
Lin shi zao dan zao yi an pai, zai wo nao hai
Qian fu zai xin zang dou huo shan, yi dan kuai yao bao kai
Zhe yi sheng wo han wei shuo lai, ting ta xia lai

Ming tian wo bu pa shi mo wei xian, jiu suan ai bei shei dong jie
Wo de xin yong you man chang xia tian, ho qing si liang wo de ti xian
Qing fa shi gei wo shi yan, qing huan you shi mo zhong ji kao yan
Wo (wo) zhun bei hao, yao shi jie kan jian


ooooooo yeaaaahhh i forgot..ima cut my hair soon..guess like howw????

like kanon from an cafe fuck yeaaa









its kinda close to that anyways so yeaaaahhhh babi im xcited

ANNOY THE HELL OUT OF ME!!!

theres only about 10 women in this hole world i truely like as friends...
but the rest of them i dont care about..there too much for me
there stupid..
i jsut hate walking vagina...
i dont trust something that bleeds for a week once a month and doesnt die..LMAO i totally quoted a movie..and ya know its true..but sad thing is im part of that..and i hate being reminded im a woman..OK


anyways..so im going to see him and bleeding through im totally fucking stoked to go..like seriously!!!!!!
anddddddddddddddd 30 days of nights is coming out and ima pee myself cuz i wanna see that movie mucho!!!!

AND MY FUCKING GHETTO ASS V.CUPPYCAKE IS COMING TO GAY ASS C.BANG TO SEE ME IM SOOO EXCITED!!!